Till the time I didn’t have a dwelling of my own; I
indefatigably kept craving for one in my every wish;
irretrievably fantasizing about those moments when the
roof above my head would be of compassionate wood;
instead of the endlessly impersonal and fathomless
sky,
But the instant the Omnipotent Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a castle even
better; such was the greedily goddamned parasite in
me!
Till the time I didn’t have a car of my own; I
tirelessly kept craving for that majestically four
wheeled monster; that magnanimously blissful comfort
which would save the heels of my feet from getting
wholesomely extinct,
But the instant the insuperable Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of an aircraft even
better; such was the worthlessly goddamned parasite in
me!
Till the time I didn’t have quintessential currency
notes of my own; I irrevocably kept craving for those
glorious bundles of paper; which had the power to
celestially mollify my uncontrollably reverberating
hunger; in the uncouth world today,
But the instant the invincible Almighty Lord gave them
to me; I felt they were nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a world treasury
even better; such was the frigidly goddamned parasite
in me!
Till the time I didn’t have a watch of my own; I
dogmatically kept craving for that exquisite designer
dial; which would save me the tyranny of everytime
looking at the position of the blistering Sun and
ghoulish Moon,
But the instant the inimitable Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a politically
domineering clock even better; such was the
meaninglessly goddamned parasite in me!
Till the time I didn’t have a bathtub of my own; I
immutably kept craving for those superbly antiseptic
silken foam baths; those splashes of exotically
perfumed water that would save me rolling
unrelentingly in the criminally unsolicited gutters,
But the instant the unparalleled Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a limitless ocean
even better; such was the insanely goddamned parasite
in me!
Till the time I didn’t have a jewel of my own; I
inexorably kept craving for those moments when there
would an infallible twinkle on my skin; and my
disdainfully tottered rags would metamorphose into the
aisles of mesmerizing paradise,
But the instant the fathomless Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a boundless rainbow
even better; such was the hedonistically goddamned
parasite in me!
Till the time I didn’t have an integrity of my own; I
unceasingly craved for those priceless times; when I
would walk with my head held high; arm in arm with
every conceivable echelon of the conventionally
civilized society,
But the instant the Omnipresent Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a perpetual
heavenliness even better; such was the bizarrely
goddamned parasite in me!
Till the time I didn’t have breath of my own; I
intractably craved for those cherished moments; when I
would inhale iridescently blessed air from the
atmosphere; deluge the impoverished periphery of my
strangulated lungs with triumphantly impregnable
breeze,
But the instant the Omniscient Almighty Lord gave it
to me; I felt it was nothing that special; and
immediately commenced to dream of a countless lives
even better; such was the tawdrily goddamned parasite
in me!
And Till the time I didn’t have love of my own; I
unstoppably craved for those winds of unconquerable
ecstasy; those heavens of immortal blessings that
would transform me into the most ebullient organism
alive; for infinite more births of mine,
But the instant the perennial Almighty Lord gave it to
me; it was the very first time in my life when I
relinquished every other craving; handsomely
contented; miraculously mitigated and forever
liberated; O! Yes it was the very first time in my
life that the salaciously goddamned parasite in me;
forever died! ! !
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